Enamored by Equations
"To be captivated by equations"
As a student of engineering, I have developed a deep appreciation for the subject matter and the complex equations that underlie it. This is why I have titled my reflection "Enamored by Equations". It takes great dedication and perseverance to become captivated by a particular field, and engineering is no exception. My personal relationship with the engineering course has been a rollercoaster ride - filled with moments of frustration and disappointment when I struggled to pass certain subjects, but also with a sense of awe and wonder at the incredible machines and structures that can be created through the application of engineering principles.
Despite the challenges, I have come to love the field of engineering precisely because it takes abstract concepts and turns them into tangible, functional objects. The equations that are so central to the study of engineering may seem daunting at first, but they are ultimately the tools that enable engineers to create everything from simple tools to complex infrastructure projects. As I prepare to leave the halls of Silliman and embark on my career as an engineer, I am confident that the knowledge and skills I have gained will serve me well in whatever challenges lie ahead.
Why did I choose Civil Engineering?
Let me take you on a journey back to the summer of 2014, a time when I had just graduated from high school and was eager to explore my options for higher education. Initially, I had my sights set on pursuing a pre-law course, but one day, I stumbled upon an article discussing the impressive salary rates of engineers, and my curiosity was piqued. I decided to research the curriculum for Civil Engineering, and after carefully considering it, I felt confident that I could excel in the program.
At the time, I was young and impulsive, and I immediately informed my mother of my plans to enroll in the course. Initially, she was hesitant because she knew that Civil Engineering might not be the best fit for me. Despite her reservations, I went ahead and enrolled in Silliman University to pursue my newfound passion. Over the next seven years, I worked hard and poured myself into my studies, earning a transcript of records that was adorned with both numbers and letters.
Although my journey through Civil Engineering was challenging, I gradually learned to love the course and appreciate the knowledge and skills I was gaining. Looking back on my decision to pursue this path, I have no regrets and am grateful for the experience that has shaped me into the person I am today.
Traversing the unknown. Going beyond what was expected of me.
When I enrolled in Civil Engineering, I was aware that math was not my strongest suit. Throughout high school, I excelled in other subjects, but solving equations and problems presented a significant challenge for me. The most significant obstacle I overcame in my academic journey was passing calculus and theory of structures, which both required three attempts to achieve a passing grade. Looking back, I realize that I placed too much pressure on myself during those times, and my poor study habits and mental instability further compounded the problem. At times, I even questioned if I was cut out for the course.
Thankfully, I had a strong support system consisting of family and friends who encouraged me to persevere. In addition, I found solace in joining different clubs and organizations that allowed me to focus on things other than my academics. These activities proved to be incredibly beneficial, and I learned to strike a balance between my academic pursuits and personal growth.
Over the past seven years, I have been navigating uncharted territory, facing uncertainty about my future, and exceeding expectations. I am grateful for the challenges I have faced as they have helped me grow and develop as an individual, and I am excited to see what the future holds.
Final message for everyone.
In times of uncertainty, it's important to take a step back and allow ourselves the space to heal from anything that's hindering our progress. As human beings, we all deserve to take a break and resume our journey when we're ready to move forward. Additionally, I encourage you to break out of your comfort zone and join various organizations. You'll encounter a diverse range of individuals who can teach you valuable life lessons, offer guidance throughout college, and even become family.
However, it's essential to understand that those who matter to you have the power to decide whether they stay in your life or not. While some individuals may not remain in our lives, they still serve as valuable lessons we can learn from. Not everyone can be our "day one," and that's okay. Instead, some individuals are destined to become life lessons that we can look back on and learn from.
Remember, life is a journey filled with ups and downs, but it's the lessons we learn along the way that help us grow into better versions of ourselves. So, take a step back when needed, and don't be afraid to explore new opportunities and meet new people. Cherish those who stay in your life, but don't dwell on those who choose to leave. Embrace the lessons they have taught you and keep moving forward.
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